Sunday 12 October 2008

26 weeks 4 days

I worked out that if i have my c-section on 29th December i only have 78 days left!!! OMG!!

So i really need to get a move on with the nursery and everything. I've started looking at packing the baby's bag and mine has been packed for ages. I've re-opened it though to include more stuff like breast pads etc. I've also put my button down nighties in there for when i'm (hopefully) breastfeeding.

Aaaah!!! I daren't even begin to imagine that this might actually happen! Would it be wrong of me to get too excited? Would it matter if i did? Would i be even more upset if we loose this baby just because i allowed myself to get excited?

GAH! Why can't this be straightforward for us? It's not fair.

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